sometimes, i feel like i don't belong where i am and that i have the wrong people in my life. i get this feeling, like i'm an outsider even when i'm being included or that i'm always around people who don't know me at all. then i see you smile at me and i don't mind being invisible to the rest of the world, i realize i'll always feel alone without you around. at first you think it’s great you’re talking to him again, but then you start talking about things that happened before, bringing back old memories, and then you realize how much you really miss him and you get to thinking you really want him back, but you remember he doesn’t need you like you need him, and it hurts. I don't know, i mean, i want to be his friend. but then again, i don't. you know? i mean how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them you're thinking about how much more you really want. * Sometimes you just need to talk to that one person who will let you talk and ramble, listen to you complain and look like an idiot. but still love you the same. * you know who you are <3 It's not supposed to happen. she's supposed to find someone who's much better for her.but instead, she's still stuck on you. I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I’ll dream of you. Because it’s about you, it’s always about you. *ohmygod. Do your heart a favor, love. Let him in. Let him take you by the hand. He’s going to wrap you in his arms and you’ll never feel the same. He’s going to teach you every dip and every turn. He’s going to love you and you’re going to let him. Just give him the chance and you’ll soon learn that you’re falling for him just as quickly as you promised you never would. **  so it's like this: you have to have the nicest jeans, or the cutest purse, or say the newest thing so that it catches on. you have to be skinny, you have to buy this, wear this, say that, be on his side, her side, be neutral, have white teeth, have straight teeth. your hair can't be frizzy and you can't wear that because it just doesn't 'work' anymore. you have to go toparties, be friends with everyone, trust no one. pose like this, smile like that, tilt your head this way, and put your hand on your hip because that's just how it is.and let me just say, fuck all of that. <-- fuck the world & fuck society. this quote makes my life. ^ i have the same lips as the girl on the left. I saw your name light up my phone, and i swear to you, my heart started pounding If you're looking for love, I'm standing right in front of you. **<3   But when I look in the mirror, I see a girl who’s been through so much and yet still finds a way to smile at the past. She still loves with all her heart, or what’s left of it, and when you see her walk down the hall I can guarantee you she’ll have her head up high, faking a smile just one last time at all those who try to break her but never will. *mememe.   Day 1 - 10 people who have/had impacted your life and why Day 2 - 9 memories you can’t leave behind Day 3 - 8 things that are on your mind right now Day 4 - 7 bad habits Day 5 - 6 lies Day 6 - Name 5 ex boyfriends/girlfriends and which one meant the most to you? Day 7 - 4 phrases you say a lot Day 8 - 3 confessions Day 9 - 2 quotes/sayings/songs etc. that keep you motivated Day 10 - Write about the 1 person you constantly think about. Who’s this person and why? 1. "no we dont like eachother.." 2. i dont care what you do. 3. i dont miss him. 4. i hate to wakeup early 5. i dont wanna job. 6. im completely fine with my family being fucked. fact; ten is my lucky number, for many reasons.